The fear is running through my veins
I clearly understand why
Cause every time you get closer to my pain
You take the colour from my eyes
You loved to dominate me
And I even let you do it
I always thought there was a ‘we’
But you don’t care a little bit
The happiness in my life is taken away
You took everything I cared for
But I’ve got only one reason to stay
I’ll get you back even more
Maybe I’m just jealous cause it seems so easy to you
but why the hell do you pull me down when I want to get through?
You clearly don’t mind to kill the inside of me,
But you got to get the hell out of here, cause I can’t be me
You already took all I loved, so why want this too?
Don’t you want me to be happy, to love what I do?!
Every time I cut my arm, it’s because of you
Every mistake I made was because you wanted me too
So please… Fuck off.
Stephanie Bakker ©