So many times I tried, tried to please them all,
I did my best to make them happy, but they just let me fall.
In bitter sadness I must go, leave you all behind,
thoughts of you all are hunting my mind.
I feel so much pain as I reach the riverside,
now its just me and the cold fresh water.
Here I know I don't have to hide,
The river takes me for what I am.
Tears are flowing while I hear the voices,
I have only one desire, saying goodbye to making choices.
The wish to walk away from life, just leave,
Its so powerful, death, I am willing to recieve.
The moon is smiling as I get undressed,
my fingers are touching the water in all its coldness.
I surrender to the water, the freshness in all its glory,
I am willing to give up, the end of my own story.
While a cloud hides the moon,
She is one with the river.
stars always disappear to soon,
Death was all she wanted for the water to give her.