Cruel Mirror
(For all those who suffer from anorexia nervosa)
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Cruel Mirror
What is the matter, little girl
Why are you so sad
You’re just so pretty
No I am, I’m just to fat
My body is my enemy
My mirror is my hate
But every time I just don’t eat
It is a time I’m getting more afraid
My mother is crying whole the time
My father doesn’t speak
My sister is just jealous
My brother is calling me a freak
I just can’t help it
I really believe that I’m to fat
I don’t deserve some eat
I’m freaking out, I’m just to mad
Cruel mirror
For you I’m so afraid
Cause every time I look into you
I’m loosing more and more of my faith
My bones are just to tired
My skin looks almost dead, so white
People have said that I became to thin
I believe that was a stupid lie, I doesn’t want to fight
If I keep on going like this, I will slowly die
The doctor have told me this, yesterday
I didn’t mean anything to me, cause cruel mirror, trough you I feel hate
For myself, for my body, each and every single day
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Cruel Mirror
What is the matter, little girl
Why are you so sad
You’re just so pretty
No I am, I’m just to fat
My body is my enemy
My mirror is my hate
But every time I just don’t eat
It is a time I’m getting more afraid
My mother is crying whole the time
My father doesn’t speak
My sister is just jealous
My brother is calling me a freak
I just can’t help it
I really believe that I’m to fat
I don’t deserve some eat
I’m freaking out, I’m just to mad
Cruel mirror
For you I’m so afraid
Cause every time I look into you
I’m loosing more and more of my faith
My bones are just to tired
My skin looks almost dead, so white
People have said that I became to thin
I believe that was a stupid lie, I doesn’t want to fight
If I keep on going like this, I will slowly die
The doctor have told me this, yesterday
I didn’t mean anything to me, cause cruel mirror, trough you I feel hate
For myself, for my body, each and every single day
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Reacties op dit gedicht
| Ikkei: | Vrijdag, april 09, 2004 08:50 |
| Wow wat goed verwoord!! Het moet idd een verschrikkelijk iets zijn om zo te moeten lijden.. Ben blij dat het fictie is voor jou en mij, maar veel mensen is dat helaas niet zo, daarom is het zo goed verwoord van je!! Je maakt altijd van die prachtige gedichten Liefs, |
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| Butterfly: | Donderdag, april 08, 2004 22:20 |
| het is n ziekte die echt niet best is.. Mooi verwoord! Knufzz |
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| The unreachable: | Donderdag, april 08, 2004 21:52 |
| Must be a terrible disease..Just makes me sad..*snik* | |
