Excitement fights my nerves
on this special day
don't know what to expect
if I want you to go
or rather let you stay
Afraid for feelings
which might grow strong
don't want to get hurt again
and besides, my consciousness
tells me I'm doing wrong
Still, feelings rule my actions
the heart wins from my head
don't wanna lose both sides of you
these questions make me sad
realize I rather be friends for life
than secretly long for you...