Repeating
I'm afraid of being rejected
Being ignored and not being appreciated
And I hate the thought of being dodged
While I still haven't banished my fear...
I'm not afraid of my deepest fear
But afraid of ignorance concerning my thoughts,
And my reactions and desires
While they're ready to break...
I'm immovable in what I'm going through
But I still want to avoid the obscurity
I'm not a sage, a wiseacre or omniscient
But I know I've got an insecure and suspicious mind..
I'm not miserable but my heart is no storage space
I just can't absorb the hard core of reality
I can't look through my own foggy soul
And I'm still distrustful about what it shows me...
My reactions are enigmatic because of insecure thoughts
And even I can't solve them without thinking
When someone's getting too close I'll become afraid
And my fear of being rejected or being left alone..
will materialize quickly for returning...
The only thing I think I've got left to do
Is to abduce and divert myself...
And that's where it will all constitute..
it's way for repeating...
Auteur: sorriso promise | ||
Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
Gepubliceerd op: 28 maart 2004 | ||
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