My family
Why can't it be,
just me and my family?
After this stupid fight
that went on for years....
under the surface.
My parents protected me
against the rage of my family,
But now it hits me twice as hard
'cause I no longer know who I am
and where I stand in this world
Our bond which once was so strong,
has now vanished, or so it seems
I can't be with them anymore.
And although it hurts me very much,
I try not to show this to the outside world...
But sometimes I just can't ignore the empty feelings
inside of me...
I miss something I never cared much about,
untill it was gone.
And now there's no way back,
my life has lost half it's value....
maybe even more.
I miss you so much, so don't think I don't care!
I love you still, know that, 'cause I might not be able to say that ever again....