I see myself
Their houses are black/ Mine’s white/ I’m different/ Schindler saved many Jews/ Who can I save?/ I’m desperate/ Listened the CD another time/ And read the book again/ My shoes are empty/ They smell like an old friend/ David beat Goliath/ Who do I have to beat?/ I’m dreaming secretly/ What have I dreamt?/ Though I’m useless I can still do what they want me to do/ So I’m usable/ I’m worthless/ They sang loudly/ What should I sing?/ Fighting against them who condemned me/ Who cursed me/ Who said I was forgettable/ Schindler’s good/ And I’m different/ Clouds roll by/ Hitler’s bad/ And I’m bearable/ I looked out of my window/ I saw it snowed outside/ She loved you/ Who will love me?/ Stove’s hot/ Floor’s cold/ I’m empty inside my heart/ I switched on the light/ And I went upstairs to the highest room of the house/ To sleep calmly on my couch/ Or in my heated bed/ I saw the birds going to the South, it’s Winter/ They have a job/ What should I do?/ Spent many days behind the desk/ Maths are sucks, they don’t teach me anything/ Spoke to myself in French and German though I didn’t understand myself well/ I read the book again/ The ocean is wide/ The high skies aren’t touchable though everyone will reach it once/ Twisters tidied up my mind though it didn’t make any difference/ I know just as much as before/ Look/ Look/ Look/ Look out for yourself/ I’m dangerously hurt/ It hurts me still/ What?/ What?/ What?/