~ Mirror ~
I look in my eyes
Through a mirror of glass
Cold and senseless
Just like my eyes
I’ve been through a lot
Guess it’s time to make it end
I’ve been through too much
And there’s no way you’ll ever understand what I’ve been through
I’m watching my body
Still feel your hands upon my skin
Touching what is mine
Touching me
What did you think?
What did you feel?
Did you feel love like a burning hazard through your bones?
Or was there just lust?
Heading for objects belonging to my body
Belonging to me
Can you feel?
Or don’t you care?
Won’t you ever show emotions?
Naive to think we were close
You’re standing further from me then ever
While you keep moving backwards
And I won’t reach out anymore to stop you
The cold glass doesn’t lie
My eyes can’t hide secrets
And slowly I realize I don’t know you anymore
You’re everywhere in me
And I’m losing myself
But there’s no way you’ll ever know what I’m going through
I look in your eyes
You’re slowly moving closer
But what if I don’t want you to?
What if all I want to feel is the freezing cold of the mirror
Floating like an icy stream through my body?
What if I just can’t take it anymore?
Will you object?
Will you scream at me, try to stop me?
And yell that I’m the only one you’ll ever love?
Or will you just let me walk
Without objection stay behind
And just let me be the one I’ve always been?
You might be confused
Or happy that you’re not the one to do it again
And leave us both once more with a broken heart
But I’ve been through a lot
And I’m waiting ‘til the time comes to make it end
I’ve been through too much
And there won’t ever be a way you will get what I’ve been through...
I’ve been through you...