If my heart will lose it's mind
I don’t know why, but suddenly a sad feeling came over me
I felt empty,
like someone sucked my inner and blew death breath into my body
Like the stage of ice,
told me to compare that phase with the liquidity of tears,
which made me feel more empty, I actually already was
But it wasn’t suddenly over,
it took my heart in a frozen hand and I swallowed
I couldn’t remove the sadness which filled my head, my heart
and it felt horrible, it seemed to be a misunderstanding
but actually I’m not quite sure of that
I moved, and I hoped I could move my heart,
so it would be moved by warmth
But it only felt like I was pushing my heart aside,
a dead rose which was losing her leaflets
And before the rose would be gone,
the pain of her losing leaflets would be unbearable
so the damn idea to let my heart in it’s value,
was to put my heart in her frozen stage
But her frozen stage made me cry, It made my heart melt
and the fallen leaflets began to float through the air,
moved by life inside of me
I felt the same cold breath, which made me feel sad and empty
But I didn’t let it reach my soul, not even my mind,
so it wouldn’t reach my heart
The idea to have a frozen heart,
reflected the sense of desire to feel a movement
An awareness of the heart,
the heartbeat and the feelings which would come over me
If it would be suddenly gone, if that was possible,
in fact... was the movement really true,
or was it just a phase to let the heart leave the frozen stage...
My heart can’t tell, because in this way,
my mind would control my heart
So in a matter of fact, if my heart would really lose it’s mind...
would my heart be frozen in eternity,
and would I live my live with the feeling of sadness...
Or would it, if love isn’t avalable, be attacked from the outside,
attacked by madness...
IcePrincess: | Vrijdag, september 23, 2005 18:36 |
oelala zoo mooi!! complimenten |
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Fluffy: | Zondag, januari 18, 2004 18:22 |
Ik sta met tranen in mijn ogen...een van de prachtigste dingen die ik ooit gehoord heb... doe zo verder xxx |
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Auteur: sorriso promise | ||
Gecontroleerd door: klitty | ||
Gepubliceerd op: 13 januari 2004 | ||
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