A memory .. a miserable sight to see
To see the looks on the faces,big disgrace
Just witnessed something that wasn't mend to be
Erased .. but not faded,though still unreal
I still remember how lost I used to feel
One moment that just wasn't mine
That moment,erased from my memory
Takes me back to that fatal place
Just now,for real this time
Faded .. but not really erased
Sure,time did heal the wounds
And wiped away the tears
I've been strong and faced the fears
Took the sad memory away
But the memory takes me back today
To one tragic fatal moment
On that damn damned monday
Silence .. came into my heart and in my head
When I finally got the news,the call
Strange is.. That I didn't realise it at all
The angels came and took him away
On that damn damned monday
Forgiveness .. yep I have to to admit
I was so damn furious and mad at him
Too damned stoned to think
Too damned drunk to drive
He took his last ride
Without a chance to react
Without having to fight
He took the easy way out
Sometimes I still wake up at night
And hear him shout ....
Understanding .. is still not by my side
I still don't understand it all
Although I try to with all my might
Isn't it strange that you always fly before you fall ?
And leave so many loved ones behind after all ..
Your precence still lingers here sometimes
In these days I try to find the right state of mind
And find the right words to describe
How I feel,still after all these years
And keep you in my memory
Without having to face the fears
And just let go.. the tears
In loving memory ..
BART
5-1-1998 - 5-1-2003
cootje: | Dinsdag, maart 09, 2004 18:41 |
woow was er ff stil van.. heel mooi gedicht! sterkte veel liefs cootje |
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Auteur: Shining Star | ||
Gecontroleerd door: christina | ||
Gepubliceerd op: 06 januari 2004 | ||
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