I tought I was over it.
I knew I still missed you,
but the pain wasn't that hard anymore.
It was just an empty place,
with not much emotions
But today something happened.
Somebody mentioned your name
and told what a beautiful person you were,
and that you deserve a goodbye too.
Everything came back,
all the beautiful memories,
and the feeling of needing you around me.
I never had to cry when you left,
I was to much upset I think.
But today... 3 months later,
the first tears came up.
I just want to hug you,
to talk to you.
Just one time,
I'm getting more desperate day by day...
I just have one dream,
why can't it come true?
...
For my favourite player and friend who left racing genk.