A moment fades away, another dull episode
Your film in my head, forever stucked in there
Someone stop it! Someone end it!
Kick me of this endless road!
Like a freight train in the night, like an everlasting show
Future stays out of sight, no signs at all, no ray of light
The past is here to play with me, now I’m paying, why didn’t she?
I have no strenght to let it go, no power left, just moving slow
How can I ignore the darkness, darkness that the nights will bring?
Ore recognize hopefull thing, like the day my mood will swing ?
Do I simply look ahead and move away when facing threats ?
Hollow deceptions drowning in sorrow, swollow perceptions, maybe tomorrow
Where I need my heart for if your love can be missed ?
where I need my heart for if your pain doesn’t exist ?
Gotta stop this obsessive search for smoking guns
And accept the fact, it’s been given to me only once
But what if faith really let me down this time ?
Should I let it become a part of me ? Should I say this is fine ?
I still count the bruises on my soul
God no ! Only if it happens a 1000 times in a row !
Till that time, I gotta find this brand new day
One that won’t be easy, but I’ll pray it’s mine
Was I being selfish with you on my ground ?
Nevertheless that’s what I guess
Avoiding every sign, Ignoring every sound
Now I curse the day, the day you made a choice
Calling you mad, calling you cruel
Hoping you’ll listen to my pathetic noice
If the smile on your face paints the sky in pink
Will clouds above me than finally shrink ?
Doubting these thoughts that won’t remain
Why waisting a lifetime making me think ?
Instead of getting caught up, I better open up for life
Because dragging with the past won’t take away my pain
Would my love for you stop streaming if I had no veins ?
Would I burry our memorie elsewhere if i’d lost my brains ?
Gotta stop this obsessive search for smoking guns
Just accept the fact, it’s been given to me only once