What have I become
What has love made of me
A melodramatic fool
Who feels only sorry for himself
Oh God, how could you have let me sink this deep
How could you make such beauty so evil
You do indeed work in mysterious ways
But now I must get myself together
And I will, with the help of my friends
I just hope they can forgive me
For my past behaviour
But I know that they will
For I know that they care for me
As I care for them