I think im getting paranoid
I hear voices in my head
Voices I'd rather wish to avoid
The voices want me dead
They're telling me to pick up the knife
To cut my risks and bleed
They want me to live this "other life"
Cause in heaven I will succeed
They're saying that they are my friend
they'd never wish no harm
They just want my pain to end
By giving me this "goodluckcharm"
They say: Come on and do it now
You know just what to do
I gave you the knife and I told you how
Now the rest is up to you
And every time I hear those voices
I get stressed out and feel confused
What should i do? My life is a mess
And my heart feels damaged and brused
So should i do what the voices tell me?
Or should i try to avoid them again?
Should I just stay in a place I dont wanna be?
Or will I be happy? And if yes...tell me when?
And when the voices are sleeping
I'm trying to sleep aswell
But soon enough I start weeping
Cause my life is a living hell
I calm myself down with a tissue
And tell myself it's okay
It's just a fase I have to go through
Don't listen to what the voices say....