Endless Tears
Allmost after those eight years,
I still can’t get over it.
And everyday I fight my fears,
What will my dice of life hit?
So many already left me,
But her I miss like hell.
Mom and child, like that it must be.
So many stories and things to tell.
Now she replaced her,
I try to like her, can’t help it.
We can’t get along that’s for sure,
She is the piece of the puzzle that will not fit.
What does the future brings for me,
I’m way too insecure.
Scared for whats there for me,
Wounds that I cannot cure?
In my heart, so many holes,
Stabt by the lost ones.
My beloved dead mortals.
Gone to the stars and sun’s.
I hope I find a way,
To see you ever again.
I long for our meeting some day,
I will cry endless tears untill than.
We all die, why can’t we accept it?
For: Nelleke, we all miss since 1995, my beloved mother… I’ll never forget you.