I wonder...

I walk across the streets with my head bended down
I wonder...How can some people seem so kind on the outside
But at the same time, be so cruel inside
Why does it seem that some people always like to hurt other people
I'm almost 21, still quite young, but feeling so damn old
Old and alone....
No one there for me to depend on or to trust
I think back at all the people i've hurt and all the people that were dissapointed in me
Where did I go wrong?
Is it really all my fault?
Sometimes I just wish for something to happen
Something that would change the whole perspective
But it won't....
I'm just gonna have to deal with my problems and mistakes
and put all my worries behind
I know it's gonna be touch, But I know I'm gonna make it

Well, alteast I'll try....