I hope that you will ever read this
Knowing what you mean to me
A final fake little kiss
Because real, is what it, sadly, will never be

It hurt’s me every time to look at you
Knowing that you’ll never touch my hair
Always thinking of what you will never do
This endless burden, too much to bare

It could be different if I tried
But within, I’m so afraid it will succeed
Something in me past away and died
Leaving scars, won’t allow me to proceed

I want to love you, I really do
Want to cuddle and kiss
And spend the rest of my life with you
But I can’t give you what I miss

Maybe, some day, if I stay alive, I’ll learn
Although you have forgotten me than
Trying hard to find the love I earn
But without you, I don’t think I can

It’s a hopeless situation now
I hope you understand I can’t go on
I just don’t know how
I wish I was never born

I love you