Why did you ask him for advice
even if he gave you the wrong one
Why did you ask him for his oppinion
even if you knew it better yourself
Why did you ask him if you were sick of me
when you knew he couldn't stand me
Everything he told me, hurt me more than you can tell
Why do you tell everything to him and embarrase me
Is it just a joke to you?
My eyes are filled with tears, but I can't tell you how I feel
Thought what you felt for me was real
but now I doubt that
Don't tell me it was just some kind of stupid bet
You hurt me now, it's now too late
you killed my heart you can't get it back
just forget it now, now it's no use to come crawl back with stupid excuses
don't make me do the things I did don't make me even think of it don't make me lose controle over the past it's no use now, it's all done now, at least that's what you think, doesnt mean I look happy that I am, doesn't mean I laugh at your jokes that you're funny nothing is what it seems just face it and forget the past, forget the future forget everything what mattered coz it doens't matter anymore
mu whole life is just one fucking joke they just laugh when I cry will they laugh when I die?
you think I don't see throuh you but I do