For all of you II

For all of you who talk,
about me every day,
about the way I think and walk,
about the things I say,
Thank you for putting me,
All day in your head,
For putting all the energy,
In de things I did and said.
But please say all those things,
right into my face.
‘cause the misunderstandings,
Just mess up all my days.

I'd like it if you tell
people about me,
about the way I look and smell,
about the way I see,
That you tell it to me too.
especially 'cause it seems to me,
that you've nothing else to do,
but telling people I don't know,
about your own jealousy.

Ya'll act like you're queens on thrones,
I knew you aren't from the start.
kicking me may break my bones,
but your words break my heart.
Ya’ll act like you're friends for life,
but I know that you're not.
your words are to me like a knife,
they really hurt a lot.
but real friends leave footprints,
people like you don't.
I knew it ever since,
I can't trust you, and I won't.

I'm crying inside my head,
but I don't make any sound.
on the outside I'm smiling instead,
I don't need ya'll around.
'Cause it seems to me that you don't care,
about me, how I feel.
when you needed me I was always there,
and now you're dumping me for real.
thank you for showing me,
who my real friends are,
'cause other people appear to be,
like a real shiny star.