My biggest regret
my life's flashes before me as I take my last breath.
I clasp my hands to pray and silently bleed to dead, It should be so much different, I should still be alive!
but I can't fight the demon's that are dwelling me inside.
they've made me hate me in many more way's then one.
i didn't feel a thing when I was loading the gun, but now I'm full of sadness i've made a mistake, i never realised the precious life I couls take,It's all so overwellming, why did I choose to die?
so much left to accomplish, there's no real reason why.
can I turn back time?
i wish i had one more chance,i'd start this day again,i'd give my life one more glance, but i can't change a thing, and that's what kills me the most. i want to have my life back, instead I'll be a ghost. please tell my mom that i love her and that i wish she could see the life she impacted, and what she means to me. please tell my friends that i love them and that they shouldn't cry, i didn't mean to leave them, I didn't mean to die. i'll pray that they'll remember that life come's at a cost. don't let them dwell upon such a young friend they've lost, now my chest is caving in, everything is dark that i see, it will all be okay, please don't forget about me!
this is it, what do you think of it?
please send me a mail about it...
bbye,
thnx 4 reading this.