never meant to let things get this far
having to die alone
is all I see as a destiny right now
always thinking I was the only one who's right
never guessing what could be on your mind
always telling you what to do with your life
though I never cared about anyone for her individuality so much
face the consequence is what I have to do
especially not turning the blame to you
It was me who was wrong all along
Never thought I would write this down, especially not in a poem