I wanna jump of a building fly a few seconds and then hit the ground and die!
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I'm in a war between me and myself
and I can't change this
hate this feeling
hate just me
I don't think this war will ever be won
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When I look into the mirror, what is it I see?
Reflection of my greatest enemy
When I listen to myself speak, was is it I hear?
Sounds of hatred, wasting all these years
Let me die before I wake
Living life was my mistake
Will this feeling ever end?
Lonliness, my only friend
Must be something I have done
It feels like I'm the only one
Who am I, what have I become? I don't recognize
I am everything that I despise
Lost the war inside my head
The strenght inside has met it's dream
Me, myself, my enemy...