Since you left me with a helpless farewell
I know feeling lost is a part of life
But why did it have to feel like I went through hell
An eternity filled with stabs from a thousand knifes
I felt I was losing grip, so I hid away in my shell,
My fantasy world where things couldn't be better
It was like being under some kind of spell
Where I believed we were still together
It didn't matter to me, whether
Nothing is real beyond my illusions
I felt free, as light as a feather
- The sweetness included with the delusions -
I used to be a dreamer, a denier
For instead of falling in love, I fell apart
So now, all I can be is a believer
In the strength of love, in hope of a mending heart