When you long for something,
there is no telling if it is to be true,
all you can do is wait,
and hope that will come what you pursue.
I am in love with this girl,
I fell in love some time ago,
I still love her allot,
but that love was not returned though.
Personal problems,
clouded her mind,
she had me fooled for a sec,
that I was hers to find.
I can cry every night if I allow it,
craving as I do,
I want her so bad,
yet those dreams never come true.
I know that for a fact,
that makes me more sad than before,
but it’s necessary,
for me to open the door.
The door,
my eyes,
my believes,
her lies.
She said she was in love,
turned out that she wasn’t,
to much has happened between,
I can not hope no more I mustn’t.
I want to gain the strength to support the friendship,
feel I’m falling apart,
all I can do is long for her,
and think of my broken heart.
She is the fairest of all,
beauty is to see both within and outside,
her golden heart,
beneath her chest it hides.
Her personality,
I love it all,
thinking she ought to be mine,
I was false.
Realizing the truth,
Mistaken I was,
for that time which I long for,
it is a lost cause.