In your dream,
I’m still awake,
Stabbing you,
It was no mistake.
You fucked me up,
You never stop,
You push and push,
You never give up.
You always try,
Near the end,
Having me hurt,
You’re no friend.
What am I suppose to,
Do with you,
Am I to forsaken,
The bits of you.
Do I give up,
Do I say stop,
Do I doubt,
Do I shout.
I cry the most,
I’m no ghost,
I Always try,
Preventing to die.
Relive the pain,
Trying to tame,
Fading life,
Always deprive.
Never inner peace,
Always hate on a leash,
Disturbance within,
Committing a sin.
She never gives up,
Always fucks me up,
Entering my room,
Never leaving my doom.
She is mental torture,
Freedom nowhere near,
She never quits,
Her games are severe.
Help Me,
I want to get out,
Free Me,
I can only shout.
Do I give up,
Do I say stop,
Do I doubt,
Do I shout.
I cry the most,
I’m no ghost,
I Always try,
Preventing to die.
The battle is tough,
This times are rough,
Everyday has a chance to die,
Everyday I have to cry.
Dreaming of freedom,
Wanting to run from here,
Running towards happiness,
Never to spill a tear.
--- dit is dus een gedeeltelijk dromen, en gedeeltelijk realiteit. dus, niet alles is gebeurd.