I have got a secret
A secret locked inside
The secret is that I can't tell
That I am not very well
How bad it feels to be myself
Myself is lost somewhere
I know that I have got to search
And then I'll find it there
I am so afraid that I don't like
The things I am going to see
That those will tear my life apart
But they are already breaking me
I now just hold those things away
I feel them just enough
Enough to run as fast I can
And build a wall again… by laugh
Some people take a brick away
I mean, when I accept
But by myself again
I try to build it back…
I hope that I can soon accept
That holding bricks away
Is nothing to be afraid about
But makes me ME again..
I hope to start today…………..