The dream remains
I close my eyes and sink into a dream
About a love that can never be
About a love out of reach, so far away
A love that will never come, will never stay
And in that dream I kiss her lips
I feel a little electric shock when I touch her fingertips
But when I open my eyes all that is gone
There’s no change, I know, and I must be strong
And I can not shed a tear in front of a friend
I don’t want her to know what’s inside my head
Because it is hér I dream about every moment, day and night
And I don’t want to lose our friendship, so I must fight
Fight against those feelings of love, pain, and a broken heart
I can not love her though, but I don’t want our friendship to fall apart
But how can I forget this love, forget this pain
I never felt this way before, I’m scared I’ll never feel this way again
Though I love her so much, this love can not be
Because all she feels is friendly feelings for me
This is such a mess, in love with a girl, in love with a friend
And there’s one thing I do know: I don’t want this friendship to end
Will I ever find a way to let these feelings go?
Is there a way... I just need to know
*24-10-2002*