This isn't fair
making this promise
and never make it come true
just because that's better for you
Turning my ideas against me
making it a weapon to fight me
changing everything for your profit
and the only one who eventually suffers is me
Don't you have a consciense?
Why do you just turn back and walk away
when I ask you why
for God's sake, why?
This is hurting me
tearing me apart
a fight where the only winner can be you
And I am left behind to die
Alone
No one stands up for me
Everyone just turns away
They're all afraid
to have the same happen to them
I know you can here me
when I stand up and ask for an answer
and you cowardly pretend you didn't hear me
but I can see the truth in your face
Why won't you just say it
that you think I'm not worth the effort
that what I want is not worth fighting for
If only you'd admit that
I don't have to hear it from you
to know it's true
But I know there's no point in arguing
because you won't listen to me anyway
It makes me feel so powerless
as if no one will ever listen
as if I will never be appreciated
for anything I do
Deep in my heart
I know that's not true
but you know..
you almost have me convinced.
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