Destiny called misery.
I grew up in my own world of fantasy.
I was different from the others,
I thought they just hated me,
But I found out it was jealousy.
I grew further as a happy child,
Untill my parents grew apart.
I was confused and hurt,
But although my life was turned upside down,
I figured it was time for a new start.
I grew further and stronger
But life turned me down once more.
My dad couldn’t get along with me turning in a woman,
And smashed me in the face, I could’t take it anymore.
I learned a lot and always got back on my feet.
I thought that finally came the times of luck,
Untill destiny desided for misery to repeat.
This time it was this love, he was my first
But after some time he also appeared as the worst.
I loved him with my body, soul and heart.
But he raiped my best friend, BOOM!! I was back at the start.
It took me almost a year to get over him,
To throw away my hope and prayers, to be his wife
But I finally defeated him,
And now I’m back on the stairs of life.
A new your was coming,
And I found a true friend.
Everything seemed to turn out alright,
But in heaven is not where I stand.
I thought I finally found luck,
But also this relation is getting complicated.
It seems like destiny is haunting me down,
‘Cause with every good thing is misery related.
He loves me like hell.
But I don’t love him,
he’s my best friend
I think he’s been cursed by a lovespell.
I try to make it all work out
And to find our way,
But all we do is hurting eachother.
But it’s confusing ‘cause that’s different from day to day.
Is it really my destiny,
To always have to deal with misery.
I admit it made me stronger,
But I can’t take it much longer.
Please god! I need your hand.
I want to make the right choices,
I need you to be my friend!
I’ll do anything to get rid of this curse,
Called misery.
Why won’t destiny let me fly?
Why don’t I get the chance to be free?