I know my feelings aren't always logical
I can't rule over them
I can't decide what to feel
I just do
Sometimes I don't want to feel
the way I do
so I lock my feelings
in a box with a lot of locks
hoping they wil disapear
Sometimes I trie to feel some feeling
because I want to feel
that way
and forget all the rest
but I can 't hide for my true feelings
they will always be with met
they are a part of me
and although I sometimes want them to go away
I can be very pleased with them
I just hope you understand
I feel what I feel
or I want to or not
I can't change that
I can't change who I am