IK / Leven / Geen Thema
MY LIFE GOING DOWN!
Being ugly is a way of life that you don't choose ...
It's a nightmerre were you never wake up .
But it is the worst knowing what people think of you
Why boys don't like you in that one special way
Realising that you will never fit in even when you try so hard.
You will never be average normal because i am UGLY
living with that fact takes so much energy ...
Laughing because you have to so you hope people would like you .
Even if it's only a little bit =(
But knowing deep down that they are just making fun of you!
Because you will never be pretty
I mean i can't help the way i look ...
I am just simply born with a hobbit face .
I try making this up with my shopaddiction but it's just an act nobody wants me for who i am and i can't blame them
I cry my eyes out everytime i look in the mirror
So how can i expect anyone else to say that i am beautiful
I HAVE NEVER HEARD THAT IN MY LIFE AND I KNOW I NEVER WILL!
People saying that it's the inside that counts clearly don't have to live with the feeling that i have every day
Knowing that you will feel this for the rest of your life and there's no way out ...
People say that to be nice they don't mean that they do realise that they faal for the looks of somebody ofcourse the inside is important after the look of somewone
I mean i don't want to be a supermodel i just want to look ok ...
It's so sad i will never be able to achieve that
- ugly blonde -
Gecontroleerd door: Erwin.