Time stood still, as I walked upon the lifeless empty; plane, Out there, searching for a freedom from your soul.
Whenever I close my eyes, yours haunt my every dream, Whenever I say goodbye, it’s not quite what it seems. Whenever I see you again, simply not knowing if it’s real. Thinking that we’re just friends. Hurts, for that not how I feel. An endless cry, as I look up into the sky, whether to close eyes, I can’t seem to get you out of my mind.
A night of silence, an excuse to end my life. Not simply complying. My hand trembles, not able drop your knife.
Rather tears of blood, then thoughts of you. Rather some peace and quite, than loathing you.
It’s an affliction, for your smile, my addiction. Your eyes, the reason I wonder why.
Is it me, is my heart to heavy to carry?
Wondering why.., was it the night you laid your eyes? On me?.. ‘’For who could ever love a Beast?’’
Each tear washes away, a memory we shared one day. Yet your eyes still seems so clear, following dreams, of you, I held so dear. I dreamt again, but tonight I ran… From you, from your everlasting curse, upon my soul. ‘’Did you ran, did your love force you to follow, did your hate choice to sallow, my heart whole?
Why do I cry, When I’m not even thinking of; those nights, we lied, wrapped in each other’s arms.
A curse that doesn’t seem to end, A Pain much worse when it began.. when you left again
(A wandering soul, can be sought by those who dare to follow.)
‘’… and still the pain won’t subside.’’