The black part within me

12 augustus 2005

IK / JIJ / Hoop It stabs like a knife To know that I did wrong It hurts like hell To know that I hurt you From every fault I'll learn But this was a lesson I didn't want to learn I don't want to hurt anyone anymore Just me This ain't excuses for what I've done I just didn't know how to handle With all that So much had caught my mind No place to think clearily I didn't know what to do A month long All this time no peace of mind Never a silent moment Always thinking about all sort of things I thought I got rid of all this But now...I'm laying here Thinking about you I just can't stop It eats me that I didn't knew what to do It's a black piece in me That I could have hurted ou like this I just have to hope That some day you can speak to me Without anger or tears Just a smiling face That we'll be joking like we did Even though I did all this fucked up things I just have to hope and pray That you'll forgive me For lie-ing to you For loving you not half as much as you did For hating you sometimes I just have to wait But untill this time comes There will be a knife in my arm To help me forget what I feel To help me get to life without mental pain I just have to hope you once will accept my apolige - fixien - Gecontroleerd door: Benjamin de Rooy

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